answereee...

whoooooooooooooooooooooooooosssssssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhh..... then came suddenly a big flash-board of answers to a big question mark in my life. Shocking, shock, shockeedish. They don't always come out the way we planned. But isn't just too exciting to think of that. Lots of holler and jolts of reasoning to reason. Why does it have to be me? There are thousands of cream-on-the-planet? Why did they have to create me as the central-so-called-character in the armagedon?

Osh, do I sound awful? Sad... but now awful. Questioning... but not hopeless.